2 February 2019

273. The Mansion by the forest

N.B. This text is copyright 2019 by FRANKIE PERUSSAULT all rights reserved. THIS TEXT WAS WRITTEN BY ME sole writer of this blog. Be kind enough to give my name as your sources whenever you quote any part of it.


A novel  

Just an episode.

After the Mansion became doomed in a for-ever-summer time, Alpha first thought he was stuck there like the others, like his father, the butler's family at the end of the lane, his sister Omega and Littlebrother. For some strange reason Mother was the only one who could leave the stricken area. He first thought of building a tunnel and started to dig from a room on the ground floor of the Mansion that he declared forbidden to anyone. But then he found an escape behind a rosebush at the back of the house.

After his father's predictions about his dream he decided to escape to the forest. He needed time on his own to think. Sitting quietly in the driver's seat of an old abandoned car deep in the forest of Sheenan he talked himself into meditating as the Butler had taught him. Calm and at peace with himself he wondered about his life.

"I really love being with Dad in his study and his old books. Dad belongs to ancient times really. He reads great authors of past centuries. He ponders this and that all the time. He even started writing books about, hold it, about divination. As if you could know about the future for certain. What he said to me that three people I know are about to die, I don't believe. How can you "read" the future? To start with, you have to believe that it is all organized beforehand, the only problem being that we ignore it. Should I believe that? Does it make sense? Why should we be ignorant of the future if it is all organized already."

Knowing that his mother could turn up where he was hiding, he left the abandoned car and walked further inside the forest of Sheenan.

31 January 2019



is a writers challenge to create a one hundred word story inspired from a photo prompt. Each week a new prompt. 

Friday Fictioneers is hosted by Rochelle Wisoff-Fields, a successful American writer.

You can view the weekly prompt and join the challenge on a link from InLinkz each week different. Make sure you keep up with Rochelle's great choice of prompts!  

This week's photo prompt

PHOTO PROMPT © Renee Heath

The Dream

Alpha stormed into his father's study.

- Dad! I just had a strange dream...
- Sit down, son.

The Baron's eldest boy started describing a vast plain in a strange land where you could see three empty armchairs and a white Indian conical tent.

- Did you say the chairs were empty?

Alpha nodded.

- Did you say the teepee was white?

Alpha nodded again.

- Prepare for bad news. It means three people you know will die soon. By the way Middlebrother is coming home this weekend.

Alpha remained stoic, stood up in a jerk and decided to spend the day in the forest.

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23 January 2019

271. Autumn in the forest

FRIDAY FICTIONEERS  is a writers challenge to create a one hundred word story inspired from a photo prompt. Each week a new prompt. 

Friday Fictioneers is hosted by Rochelle Wisoff-Fields

You can view the weekly prompt and join the challenge on a link from InLinkz each week different. Make sure you keep up with Rochelle's great choice of prompts!

 photo prompt by Ted Strutz, a guy living on a small island between Vancouver island and Seattle, would you believe!

My story for this prompt:

At the edge of the forest only the baroness ever left the summer-for-ever area around the mansion. She used to drive out to work on week days and sometimes take a walk in the vast forest on weekends. While her daughter Omega used to ask everyday for a lift to the outside world, her elder boy Alpha never bothered.

Today the baroness, walking happily in the woods on a lovely autumn day, is thinking of taking her daughter with her next time. "Why not", she asks herself as she approaches a derelict old car abandoned among the trees. A teenage boy jumps out:
- Mum!

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Author's blah blah: Creating new characters for a small story each week and then throwing them away like paper tissues is hard for me. I shall write 100 words every week using the same characters inspired by the photo prompt each time different, thus making a long story prompt after prompt  :-)

16 January 2019




That door with tape all over and a gilded handle was forbidden. So said big brother.

- Now shush! Leave your shoes here in the corner.

Little brother agreed to break the rule with his sister. He gently pressed the handle and peeped. His elder sister pushed him away and jumped inside with gusto.

Bang! Splash! A loud scream and a louder laugh was heard all the way to the yard.

Little brother pushed the bucket aside, walked over his soaked sister on the ground. Looking up and around at the what he saw, he said:

- WOW! wow! Wow! wow!

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Author's Note: 100 words exactly as per my iPad word count. Do not fret. I'll write a follow up on next week's FRIDAY FICTIONEERS adapting it to what the photo prompt will be.

Friday Fictioneers is hosted by Rochelle Wisoff-Fields.  This week’s prompt is here and uses a photo by ©Dale Rogerson.  Read,write your own little story and link up with us here for this week. 

9 January 2019

269. At the Edge of the Forest


At the edge of the forest

PHOTO PROMPT © Priya Bajpal

Once upon a time there were three brothers and a sister living in a mansion at the edge of a forest. Their father, the Baron, used to gather bits of this and that for a grand collection which he showed once a year on summer solstice day. For the remaining of the year his quaint collection remained hidden.

The elder boy, Alpha, asked one day where it was and if he could have a look at it before solstice day.

- No, son, your request cannot be met. It may stop the sun to travel on through the year.

Alpha was not happy with this answer. He summoned his sister Omega and commanded her to ask their mother.

- No, my dear daughter, I cannot help you. I do not even know myself.

On solstice day that year the sun stopped its travel through the year and summer remained around the mansion at the edge of the forest for ever.

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8 January 2019



The Pegs and The Wire

Photo Copyright Russell Gayer

- No, my love, it isn’t as bad as it looks! Granted, Io is not a very hospitable planet but it’s alright.

- In the background of that photo… is  it what it looks like?
- Yes, like an ice coated strawberry cake. The first pioneers, years ago, just couldn’t believe their eyes. But look here. See the pegs and the wire on a raised platform? This is where we are going to build our house. We started with a tentative lawn…

She burst out in laughter remembering her first landing on Io.

- Will I be able to visit you one day?

A very loud siren started hooting at regular intervals. She zipped her full pilot overalls and made it to the door.

- Farewell grandma, said the young one, tears coming down her cheeks. 

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word count more or less 100 words.

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22 December 2018

267. My music library

I've always been a great fan and great user of YOUTUBE.

A new way of using the MUSIC side of it has been put on line some time ago. Since I really enjoyed Youtube as it was I didn't rush to try the new system. Now listen! It's well worth the move.

Here my own MUSIC LIBRARY with my own playlist for classical music with 30 titles.

19 December 2018


Do not be humble! It’s a waste of time. You’ll be walked over, stomped, pushed away. This is my advice for today. Take it seriously from me as an old hen.

 To start with here’s the definition given by Urban Dictionary on line:

True humility is to recognize your value and others value while looking up to see there is far greater than ourself  into who we can become, who others can become, and how much more we can do and be.

It’s about remaining teachable, knowing that you do not have all the answers.

It’s being really good at something and knowing how good you are without feeling the need to announce it to the world.

When I left my country, France, in 1963 I was 19. I had finished matriculation with philosophy, spoke, read and wrote English and German on top of my native language French. I had succeeded in obtaining a car driving licence after trying my hand at my grandfather’s tractor from the age of 10. I could ride a horse, swim and hold a conversation on politics or religion… I had been a keen map gazer at boarding school and knew a fair amount of geography. I could also ride a bike… In other words I was quite smart!!!

Yet when I arrived in Haifa, Israel, on a migrants boat and was welcome by my pen friend’s family I never boasted of being so smart. There I knew nothing, not the language, not the culture as I was not Jewish, not the manners of the kibbutz. Nothing. I knew nothing and had to learn everything from scratch like a small child.

When Racheline picked me up to travel to where she lived, although we were of the same age and had corresponded for a few years beforehand, she behaved with me as if I was her younger sister. With patience she explained things, showed me things, and trusted me completely. However she never asked about my background, education, family or personal capacities. I remained her nerdy younger sister for ever.

When I arrived at the kibbutz in Galilee to work I never mentioned my background and capacities either.  There was an Arab guy on horseback riding around once I remember. My fellow worker from England asked the guy if he could try his horse. Which he did. I never mentioned I could ride and never asked to have a go. Apparently according to my English friend worker it was quite different.The Arab rider had only one rein to guide his horse.

The kibbutz where I worked and stayed for a year had been founded by a group of German speaking young Jewish people from Austria. As at the beginning I could not speak Hebrew they spoke to me in German. I never boasted I mastered three languages. In Israel everybody masters a number of languages anyway.

So I can say I had been humble, showing humility in my dealings with other people. Did it help? It did not help. With my humble attitude I once was declared a spy by Racheline’s elder sister. It didn’t matter much. And actually I don’t know if it is connected with my humble attitude. I thought so. But boasting was not my way anyway.

When I arrived in Australia and went for a job in federal administration I did not boast, just replied to questions. I got a good job as clerk in a federal government department. (yes, I’ve said it before!) It was seen as quite something for a woman, a married woman at that. I was a clerk, not a typist. My job was to compose letters answering the public mail about the statistics of Australia. I would give my handwritten letters to a typing pool. A good job indeed. The next position up from that was to become a secretary. Should I have boasted I could do so much more? so much better? No way. A married woman remains humble. Period.

It goes on like that right throughout my life. So now an old grumpy grandmother I boast! Yes ma’am, I’ve done a lot and single handed with a child to bring up too.

I am totally bilingual, i.e. have two languages wrapped up in two cultures present in my head at all times so that I don’t know which language of French or English I’m talking. I can handle German and have knowledge of Hebrew which I once could speak and write, some knowledge of Fulah which I once understood when spoken. And, last but not least, I am learning Russian. I can now slowly read cyrillic.

What else? I can boast of having sailed across the South Pacific, not safely on a liner, but as a crew member with various yachties. I survived a couple a typhoons at sea. What else? I survived being hungry stranded on an island in between crew jobs.

I can boast that once or twice, in New Caledonia and New Zealand, I was the tail end guide of horse riding bush rides for tourists. I survived falling badly off a horse twice. A scar on my forehead can witness.

What else? I can boast driving on my own across the Australian continent and across the European continent… hm… no, not quite across it. Actually it’s my next big idea and project. 

I’ll stop this list. But hear me! Do not refrain from boasting what you’ve done and what you’re capable of doing.

Oh I forgot... you see I'm not used to boasting really. I'm learning! I also studied at university, three years in France for a B.A. in ethnology and one year as a post graduate towards an M.A. in America. I can cook dinner too. I can tinker with a hammer and nails. And I am a self taught potter and actually ran a pottery studio and workshops in France. I could play the piano, can still read music. I also studied ballet and the Benesh system of writing movement.

I can ride a bike (yes, I've said that before) and grow my own vegetables.  

265. Two Men in a Boat

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Two Men in a Boat

photo copyrights Adam Ickes

- You’re not going into that boat with those big boots!… Harry said. 

So George took them off and clambered into the small sail boat.

They sailed up river tacking three times, moored under the big bridge. Both jumped off and started climbing the embankment to the road. Barefoot George could not make it.     

- I am meeting Meeghan at the post office. Shall be back in a minute with her. Then we can sail down river to Windsor… Harry shouted as he disappeared at the top.

Scorching his feet on the sharp stones, halfway up, George decided to make it back to the boat. Casting off he hurriedly sailed back to the pontoon.

Will his boots still be there?

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15 December 2018



Getting much older, past your seventh decade of existence, your memory works differently. It’s as if what you labelled as “nice” becomes an unpleasant memory, as if your true unconscious self were coming up to the surface replacing the conscious labels you gave to your life experiences.

I had been surprised once when visiting my aging “godmother” she said she was tired of hearing old ladies bitching around all day. I wasn’t sure what she meant then. I see it now. All those lovely photos of your past life looking pleasant, happy and fun, suddenly come up with the true blue feeling of the time that you repressed in haste.

I’ll digress for a while to talk about my “godmother”. When I was 16-17 in France living outside the boarding school in a kind of foyer, I walked one day to the protestant pastor’s place. I had questions! His wife opened the door and from then on she welcome me every time, taking me in as an extra offspring! I kept in touch with her throughout my life and visited her at a retirement home when my little boy, son of my Fulah partner,  was about 4 years old. She’s been a spiritual motherly guide to me. She was Swiss.

So, low and behold, I have become one of those bitching old ladies!

In my 20s I lived in Canberra, Australia. I had a good job as a clerk in a federal government Department and was happily married. A rosy life. My first contact with adult life happened there in the late sixties.

from left to right: my mother Rachel Lagarde, me Frankie, my husband Brian Smith.
In CANBERRA, Australia, in 1969

Brian James Smith was my husband. I was Frankie Smith in those days. He had a job in the Department of External Affairs and was paid a lot more than me. He was trained to become a computer programer and worked on the implementation of computerized pay lists for civil servants and diplomats. One day he told me that he had been offered to work in Geneva in the Australian Embassy there to implement computerized pay lists for the diplomats in Europe. And he had refused it.

Me now in 2018. Photo taken yesterday.
I never ever forgave him for that. In my memory he never asked me my opinion beforehand. Maybe he did. In which case I would have been terribly enthralled at the idea of living in Geneva. But I don’t remember he asked me. He simply told me he had turned it down and passed the offer to a good mate of his. I never forgave. To this day I feel so mad and cheated about it. My grandfather never made the slightest decision without referring to my grandmother. My parents used to talk at length about any decision involving the family. There I was presented with a final decision involving my very life. Hatred built up and was repressed. I pretended everything was fine.

12 December 2018

263. Potters problems

Friday Fictioneers

Potters problems

Copyright –Douglas M. MacIlroy

- That huge clay bubble will never fit in the kiln, will it?
- It’s not for the kiln. See the wire net? I want to grow something on it. I should find on the web some plants that grow in circles.
- Why can’t you grow things on flat ground like everybody?
- Oh! leave me alone, will you?

Jo went reluctantly back to his potter’s wheel. He would have thrown rows of small cups by 5. Jessy never saw how beautiful they were.

As he was producing his last one she came to him beaming:

- You know what? I cut it open in two halves. Your little cups will fit nicely in one half and…
- But it’ll never fit in the kiln, will it?

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Word count = 100

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10 December 2018


First of all I wish to state that I am an impudent grand-mother of 74 years of age. Romantic and sexy perhaps but mostly brash and overbold. Old and aged as well.


I was recently saying to a friend that as a young married woman in the late 1960s I felt as if the rudder of my life had been taken away from me. Did you ever feel like that? Did you ever feel your were drifting away from what you had planned for yourself in your teens? I guess it did not apply to women of the generation before mine. A young woman’s aspirations had to be to get married, be a good housewife and a good mother for ever and ever.

As for me as a “inmate” in a boarding school I had been a map gazer dreaming of striding across the whole world. I compiled a small handwritten little book for my parents where I stated my plans for my own future. I was going to join the parachutist nurses of the red cross and travel right around the globe (…the world was not flat in those days :-)) They did not bother commenting. I was serious though. Many pen friends were corresponding with me and expecting me to turn up at their door step one day.

I arrived in Haifa, Israel, when I was 19. After one whole year there, in Eilat as a cleaning lady but mostly as a helper in a kibbutz in Galilee, one Australian fellow met me. It was not my plan to find myself a husband at all. My first boyfriend was a colleague from work in the fields of gladiolas. He had introduced me to his Arab family, they approved of me and were very friendly. But it was definitely not my plan to get myself a husband. Starting a relationship with Brian helped me out of a future as a married woman in Israel. Yes but…

I wish to convey here the effort I had to make to stop being drawn into this kind of regular situation for a young woman, namely getting married. No, my plan was to travel further and see the world. My next destination was Australia and as I could not leave Israel by land, I decided to travel to London and find a way by sea. Fearless I was and full of grand ideas. Brian was a nice guy. I believe he actually fell in love with me there in the kibbutz. It was not reciprocate. I got used to it, I became involved in a relationship by default. We went to Eilat and I left him there, took a boat to Athens and hitch-hiked to London. He came to London a few weeks later and we lived together in Shepherds Bush. A few months later we travelled to Belgium to my aunt’s. My mother heard of it and came to Belgium to meet us. She offered Brian his dream, namely a year at the Hebrew university in Jerusalem, if we were getting married. On the way back from Brussels to London we argued about the offer. I was not keen at all 1. on getting married 2. on returning to Israel. But we eventually did both. Caught.

In May 1966 in full depression I left Brian and returned to France to my parents. He came to be with me again a month later and my parents paid for our trip from Genoa to Perth on a migrants liner. We hitch-hiked all around the south coast of Australia, from Perth to Adelaide, Melbourne, Canberra and Sydney, visiting family and friends of Brian’s. In Melbourne I even met up with my pen friend of old. But somehow there was no more adventure, I was married and in such case people are not really interested in what you are doing since the important person is the husband. For Brian having wed a French girl was a feat. They congratulated him. Except of course when we arrived at his folks in Queensland. I overheard a couple of times why on earth did he get married with that French girl and not with a good Irish catholic woman. Life in a suburb in Brisbane was a shock to me. I would have escaped. Nearly did. Sailed away with a family of French yachties but got stranded with the boat crushed on an island between Brisbane and Sydney. Brian came to pick me up. We eventually ended up in Canberra in February 1967 where I led a very ordinary married life with a 9 to 5 job in an office, living in a suburban house with a lawn mower. We eventually got a car as well, a French car, but not a dog! I did not want to have kids. The rudder of my life had been taken away from me.    

8 December 2018

261. Romantic and sexy

Romantic and sexy

In English it is a common place to say, write and publish that the French language and therefore the French are… romantic and sexy.

Romantic?  characterized by the expression of love? suggestive of an idealized view of reality? “Romance” refers to the passion you get from pursuing an ideal that you value, says the google definition. Romantic also means something exciting and mysterious and having a strong effect on your emotions.

I am writing this while viewing the news live on what is currently happening in Paris. Right now an uprising is taking place throughout the country. Great violence last weekend has turned the “romantic” capital city of France into a battle field. I guess, yes, it fits the description of a passionate exciting  people who throughout its history has run barehanded against their king or government whenever those deviate from their ideal and values.

Have a look at the C-news live here and let me know if you find it romantic :

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Now about being “sexy” it is mostly referring to the women. I once asked a British friend of mine why they say that, how come it is such a common place. What he replied left me without breath. He said: in France you’re like a cat in a fish shop.

7 December 2018


(Friday fiction)

PHOTO PROMPT © Dawn M. Miller

She knew that on the other side of the tunnel there were green meadows. She knew. 

Today she was peeling potatoes for dinner when he got home in an hour or so. It dawned on her that today precisely that old fashioned train would slow down before the tunnel. 

Every month it happened. On a certain day an old fashioned train would appear, you know, the type they used in the wild west when cowboys just jumped on and off them at leisure. She had often laughed at it.

She left the potatoes, grabbed her dirty jeans from inside the washing machine and put them on. She took a shopping bag, the one she often used to get odd items at the local grocery. She looked at herself in the mirror and asked herself aloud if he would notice.
He walked home and waited at the crossing as usual to let the train pass. He saw her, there hanging outside a wagon trying to open the door. 

Hooting and whistling the train was gone. On the other side of the tunnel the meadows were green.

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Word count = 100
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6 December 2018

259. Christmas 2018

Christmas in christendom is one of those festivities that are now rather remote to what it must have been in the early days of Christianity. I once lived in Israel and as a Christian attended a service at the YMCA in Jerusalem. I think it was in December 1965. Then and there, Jesus was still the reason for the season, as the saying goes.

Nowadays, in France anyway, the main reason for the season is buying presents for kids and various family members who will attend a huge dinner deep inside a house with all doors closed. You’ve got to have the “dough” for all this great spending and to produce good food for your family. I used to absolutely hate, detest, abhor this time of the year when, as a jobless single mother, I mostly found myself unable to come up to the mark.

This Xmas I surprise myself loving the occasion! A grand-mother now I find myself taking great pleasure at decorating my place. No hassle. Just fun.

yes, that blanket isn't much for a xmas hanging! it's to block the passage and keep warm in the room
a bit messy backstage in the kitchen... but hang on! I haven't finished

got logs delivered for the fireplace
As I have recently joined again the bloggers community I had left a couple of years ago to waste time on FaceBook, I relish in reading posts, logs and blogs of old friends who were more faithful to blogging than myself. Funny enough my English speaking friends react as if I had never left. I am “lost between two shores” somehow. On the French side of it you just don’t mix with people you don’t know and so I find myself pretty isolated with my French blog. I shall publish exactly the same post in French now and see what happens…

5 December 2018


Search and the web is our heritage, it is at the heart of everything we do.”  So says Matter Solutions, a knowledgeable team of computing web experts in Brisbane, Queensland, Australia. 

Well yes, and writing a web-log has changed a lot since I first started more than 10 years ago. From a friendly laid back activity, hands on keyboard and smiling to your screen, it has become the hard driven activity to success it is now. Success! Your business online. Competition. How to secure competitive advantages over other businesses in your industry.

Thank God for my old blogging friends who have remained out of the competition and still blog the friendly way, i.e. post whatever they fancy, whenever it suits them, to the world wide web for friendly readers who leave nice comments by the side. A web of human friendliness across the globe in your own language, freely translated on the side by a google friendly machine. Cool!

So, this morning, I shall post photos of my day dawning at 8 am in France as I am waiting for the chimney sweep to come and sweep my chimney. Well, that has changed a lot too. These days a huge vacuum cleaner is put in the fireplace and the job is done in a couple of minutes.

Dawn in December is at 8 am at my place in France

I’m back into blogging, yeah!

And by the way many thanks to Sir Tim Berners-Lee.

30 November 2018

257. Meanwhile back at the ranch

Paris is burning...

In my lonesome village in the middle of the French countryside I am stuck and pinned down without my precious car. You do need a car when you live in the sticks.

The GASKET gave up. I was driving the 50 km from my place to the town of CHATEAUROUX when about halfway a flashing red light said STOP under my nose. So I did stop by the side of the highway on the grass. The engine was overheating, you could hear it, smell it and guess what was wrong.

After waiting some minutes to cool down I turned around and drove back to my friendly mechanic, stopping at regular intervals waiting for the engine temperature to come down. I made it alright, stopped relieved to give my car keys away with the understanding that the repairs will take a while and cost a lot.


My yellow jacket remained in the glove box... What shall I do now? 


More than 10 years ago a neighbor of mine in a distant village from me came to me for help and left me this story. From what I can make out it could be a case of microwave transmission. But I am not sure. 


22 Nov: Haven’t been able to sleep for the last 4 days due to the shrieking sound that is heard in all the rooms all the time. I put the radio on full blast to cover that sound.  My dog cries and fidgets, shakes her ears all the time.
6 Jan: I have nicknamed that shrieking sound ‘jingle bell’; it is on all the time.
7 Jan: Jingle bell seems to come from the neighbours’ garage; it sounds like a presence detector.
11 Jan: The jingle seems to have softened down a bit but curiously I hear my neighbours talking.  I can pick out certain words fairly clearly such as: ‘it should go through’, ‘I don’t understand’, ‘to do that at night’.
12 Jan: Another jingle follows me around as I walk outside this morning.
13 Jan: The jingle wakes me up at 3am.  It is fairly loud and I hear talking.  I go and see up above my bedroom in the attic where the sounds seems to come from.  It seems to be coming on a big electric cable connected to my heating. 

During the morning the jingle varies in pitch and sounds like a hospital monitoring sounds that would have gone flat.  In the afternoon I disconnected my electricity a number of times and I heard voices saying: ‘can’t do anything’, ‘push before it stops’.
In the evening I heard a loud ‘super!’  During the night I heard like a shower handle fall on the other side of the wall.  The jingle isn’t loud but I heard a voice saying ‘ah shit!’, then: ‘what do you see?’ and ‘it’s all aluminium’.  I think I’m going mad.  I go up to the attic with a torch.  As I was standing near the big electric cable I hear like the shutter of a camera but no more voices.  Back in my bedroom I hear: ‘I see a suitcase, there’s a cake tin in front of the meter”.  Yes, that’s right I do have a suitcase in my back kitchen with vacuum implements and a copper cake tin.  Then I hear: ‘a cake tin?’, ‘yes a cake tin’, ‘I see books, a glass top’.  Now I figure out they’re visiting my lounge.  Then: ‘a bed?’, ‘yes, an antique bed and armchairs’, ‘a desk’. 

I’m totally flabbergasted.  I hear a voice saying ‘it’s enough now’ and then: ‘it’s a nice place’.  Round 4am my dog barked and came to get me.  I heard a car engine running.  At 4.30am I got up.  I put my barking dog out.  A light was on outside my neighbours.  I went back to bed at 6am.
Later before leaving the house, I heard: ‘you should have told me’.  When I came home in the evening I heard: ‘you must plug out’, ‘lodging a complaint’, ‘lawyer’, ‘consequences’, ‘do you realise?’ and then: ’no, I don’t give a dam’.

16 Jan: This morning I heard: ‘you see’ and then ‘he smokes?’, ‘it’s over’.  That’s right, last night as I couldn’t sleep, I got up around 2am to smoke a cigarette.
My phone doesn’t work.  Outside in the afternoon I heard as if something was being fixed or tuned in the neighbours’ garage.
17 Jan: It looks like there is a connection between the jingle and a car outside.  
18 Jan: 1.30am I am woken up by voices arguing about setting something up.
19 Jan: 2.45am woken up by jingle and voices saying: ‘do you see?’, ‘have you seen?’
21 Jan: The jingle seems to accelerate as if out of control.  I hear shuffle outside and a voice saying: ‘I’ve got it’ and then the jingle stops.
22 Jan: The jingle is quite low now.  I heard: ‘can you hear it?’  Around me and following me are bluish spots of light, sometimes turning red.
23 Jan: There’s light in the neighbours’ attic.
28 Jan: I phoned my neighbours and told them my house was not for sale.  After the call I heard fidgeting as if cables were undone.  I saw footsteps in the snow going to the empty house on the other side.
3 Feb: As far as I can understand it seems the sound of the jingle goes up or down at a request most likely from a computer.  When I cut my electricity off, something happens at the neighbours’.  The optic blue or red spots are still here. 
4 Feb: I cut my electricity off one fuse at a time.  I go to sleep until 3am.
5 Feb: When I turn my electricity back on, I hear: ‘get up’, ‘power on’.  Then I turn it off again and I go to the kitchen with a torch.  I hear: ‘there’s light in the kitchen’, ‘you must be wrong’.  How can they see me? With a camera? I hear them mention the name of a letter I have written.  How can they see that?
6 Feb: I want to check something.  I sit at my kitchen table and write a letter addressed to my neighbours.  I hear them straight away reading out my letter.
During the night I get the feeling that someone is watching my eye lids provoking reflex movements.  I hear: ‘see, have you seen’.
8 Feb: Woken up by a voice saying: ‘that’s what he’s hearing’, probably talking about the jingle.  In the dark I saw a bunch of coloured light beams of about 10cm diameter.  I was dizzy as if drunk.  Through the night I remembered hearing things like ‘see, have you seen’ and someone saying I had a wrinkle on my nose.  My left ear is aching.  Why am I so tired when I wake up?  What do they do to me? 
9 Feb: I stayed up late lying on the sofa avoiding to go to bed.  I heard: ‘just wait, he mightn’t go to bed at all to-night’.
10 Feb: Woken up at 3.45am by the sound of ‘quick, quick, come down quick’.  The jingle seems to be in my door alarm.  I disconnect the alarm with my remote control.  I hear: ‘I can’t get out any more’.
Round 5am I called the police to report what was going on.  I was told not to worry.
I got up around 7am hearing ‘see, have you seen’ every time I did something.
11 Feb: Totally dumbfounded I realise that letters written some 25km away from my place are being read by my neighbours.  How on earth is that possible?

29 November 2018

255. YELLOW is the color

In France this autumn YELLOW is the color of disagreement and disrupt.

As a French citizen, born and bred, I have not been surprised when the volcanic folk movement erupted. At first I thought it was generated by extremists, extreme right wingers and extreme left wingers, because of their usual way of expressing dissent. I soon figured it was a general folk revolt. And I mentally joined. The idea of wearing the yellow jacket that everyone is bound to have in the car for safety reasons, that idea is absolutely brilliant. It makes you quite conspicuous and no one can tell you to take it off as it is mandatory to wear it when on the road in case of trouble.

Rulers and members of parliament were taken by surprise, they say, it only shows how far deaf and blind they are. In my French blog back in 2013, i.e. five years ago, I was writing about how our government and rulers had become “ogres” eating up their citizens and how the motherland had become such a cruel and bad mother . In December 2012 I even published a post under the title “Freedom has been moved away” 

…well I guess those people in government don’t read my blog!!! Or, they read it judging it as poop. I mean, uninteresting, fallacious, stupid, old fashioned, ridiculous and coming from someone unworthy of being taken seriously. I am not the only one, though, in that position. How many bells should we chime for rulers, those supposed to care about the welfare of the inhabitants and citizens, to listen and care? How many sirens? How many alarms? Now they kind of hope that it will simply disappear like in a bad dream.

A bad dream. Let them know that people on the ground are the ones producing the nation’s wealth. The farmers, peasants, miners and truck drivers, are the ones who bring forward all that abundance and prosperity that those in government can use to show off their power to the world. And on top of that, they are used to live in the rough hard ways. Like those peasants sent to war to defend our borders back a hundred years ago. Talking of celebrating those past glorious days! The French folks wearing the yellow jacket today are the same ones. They’ll grin and put up to hardship but will hold out. They’re prepared and ready to hold out. Make no mistake.

As Montaigne once wrote : On the most handsome throne in the world, you’re but sitting on your arse…